Fatty Mad (:(:

Happy Valentine's Day!

2012-02-14T17:10:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!

For the singles, fret no cos it's also S.A.D (Single Awareness Day).

Okay, so the acronym is kind of depressing but who cares~~~

I received presents for the first time in 16 years!! But it's from my friends.

Hehehe. Actually my friends don't really give a shit about today but I wrote them a note nevertheless.

I'm still wishing for the day that they will suddenly write cute notes to one another, like a girl.

A note telling me to have sex with my idols....

This is the best ^

12 cut TVXQ2 posters.!!!!! ASHKGAHGKASG

Supposedly to be a early (extremely early) birthday present but since it is coincidentally Valentine's Day, I shall just treat it as a Valentine's and birthday present. Hehehe

From Eileen and Ashley.

So nice of them~~

Who says we need to spend Valentine's Day with your boy/girlfriends???

Tired

2012-02-09T19:43:00.001+08:00

Who am I to feel this way?? What rights do I even have??? Do you know how much this sucks???

Do you know how much this sucks right now??? I tried keeping the contents of the box safely kept away inside the box and deep inside my heart... Over the pass year it keeps spilling, spilling and spilling. I'm really trying my best to hold it in... I did it twice but the contents inside overflowed again. But it's not really my fault for having the box there in the first place.... I thought I was suppose to have it, but I guess I was wrong.... I think all these shall be over soon, maybe 1 month, 2 months, 3 months, half a year or maybe even another year.....

Whatever........

Jung Yunho

2012-02-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to one of the hottest men on Earth.

Thank you for protecting DBSK and I want to type more cheesy stuff but you will NEVER read this so I love you so much.

Ungrateful, selfish and bitchy

2012-02-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

The Koreans are here from Korea yesterday....

I could feel the guilt eating me up and I really felt like crap.

I'm really really really really so self centred, so selfish, so unappreciative, bitchy and the list goes on......

It really didn't feel good since you were being treated so well when you were there.

Guilt ridden and ashamed......

I have to apologise to my classmates.... cos they kept asking me why I didn't host.

I'm sorry for dashing your hopes and dreams of seeing a Korean girl (not being sarcastic)

I am sorry to my buddy.... She treated me so well yet I'm..... I am being like this....

I know I am in the wrong but I cannot stand the way the tone the person used when asking me why I didn't host my buddy. It's as though I have to host just to please you and so that you can catch a glimpse of a Korean girl in our class

Gajah-line

2012-01-22T11:17:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's rainbow after the sudden and heavy downpour

So today, me, Syafiq and Farith went to play badminton. Talk about healthy living. Our plans last night was cancelled cos it was still raining. Awwwww. Everybody reached the destination late cos waking up so early to exercise seems rather ridiculous. The weather was really fine and we took turns to play cos there are 3 people.

Some random pictures we took

It's Gajah-Line. Hahahah. Inspired from Kyu-Line

Syafiq's dick like butt mark. Hahahaha

We are the cutest, prettiest and most handsome people you will ever find!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just kidding

和朋友聊天也会不意谈到你. 发生了什么事?!?!?!?!?!??!??!!?!?

I love you my friends

2012-01-17T20:09:00.001+08:00

As I was walking home I was thinking about a mean and bitchy rant inside my head but just then at the corner of my eye, I saw someone running at the other side of the road. I took a side way glance and saw Farith. He caught up and said Syafiq was behind and so was the others. I really have zero interest in the others at the time being and then I started to 'unleash the emotions' Lol, sounds dumb and dramatic doesn't it? Anyway, I'm really really really really thankful to have them in my life. I don't need to be super popular because I'm already very lucky and happy to have them

Dear Syafiq, I'm sorry I'm not the greatest and kindest and nicest friend around, I'm sorry for always 'molesting' you (HAHAH) I'm really really really sorry if I've ever made you pissed or angry. But I was extremely thankful to see you there after when we were walking back and I am also extremely thankful for you to be talking nonsense with me on Line. Lot's of many other things to be thankful for to you (Eg. Eiffel Tower, introducing fan fics etc)

Please don't be afraid to show your true self to us. I'm saying this because you have been saying that you were just merely trying to attraction attention and stuff. I know that it's not the case and I'm thankful to you for being so truthful to me about it. We, as your friends won't judge you and we will understand you. Even if some of us don't we will try and we must. Maybe you thought that the teasing in the past was done because we treated you as a joke but trust me, we didn't. And don't worry about showing your true self to us. I love you a lot my dear friend~ Muacks Muacks :-*

Dear Farith, you don't know how thankful I was when I saw you just now. Lol. Sorry for being so insensitive, childish because I always slap your butt and everything else. Sorry for making you mad and annoyed but you know I love you right??? Heheh. I am really thankful for all those times where you were soooo caring. Hahah. Like in South Korea when I was sneezing non stop and you were like 'Madeleine, are you okay?' and when I was thinking about crappy stuff and got all quiet and emo you asked 'Madeleine, you okay a not?' At those times I really really love you even more than usual. Hahahaha. I love you a lot my son and I know you love me too but I want to hear it from your mouth. Hahahahaha >///<

Oh ya, and this are for Syafiq. Lol. Let's promise that we will go Korea one day when we have the money and when our parents allow us. Let's leave one whole day to stalking of idols shall we? This are from Lotte Star Avenue and I regretted not snapping more JYJ pictures cos I wasn't a fan back then. DAMNNNN

On the side note I'm also apologetic to another friend. I'm not sure whether you watch this space anymore but I want to say sorry for going back with you that often recently. Sorry I'm also not hyped when I'm with you. Sorry for not skipping with you and sorry for everything else.

I feel so sorry and thankful to them.

Random

2012-01-15T10:36:00.001+08:00

I love that app!!!! But since I have a small number of contacts, I don't have much people using this.

Whatsapp for apple isn't free and I only have Syafiq to talk too on this app.

It's okay though. I enjoy talking nonsense with him and I'm looking forward to the day Sara, Farith or even Yiling to own a smartphone. That way they can download this app and we can be nonsensical together.

Sounds fantastic doesn't it?

I was being a lazy ass yesterday and I only did my Chinese compo yesterday.

I am a sinner and I shall finish up my second Chinese compo, study Chem and Bio later.

Please Madeleine, please don't be lazy anymore. Please

CCA Fair

2012-01-07T15:37:00.001+08:00

It's finally the weekends!!!! Hallelujah!!!

But we had to back to school unfortunately for our CCA fair.

It's not really unfortunate but it sucks a lot mostly cos today is a Saturday and we're suppose to sleep in to recuperate our lost of sleep over the past week. Waking up at 6 is no joke man and reaching home at an average of 6pm for the week is no joke. The earliest I reached home this week was 3 plus ~0/

And sadly, yes, this is the last CCA fair for the secondary 4s. Being a Sec4 is really depressing....

I still remember my first ever CCA fair in 2010 where we were all cramped up inside the small classroom.

I went to school after piano which was about 10.40? Received a few 'So early'....

I missed out all the moving of stuff to the hall.

We performed and moved back down to the Cd Shelter.

Anyway I'm looking forward to Wednesday and Friday cos the sec1s are coming in.

This time the PP and SL gets to teach the sec1s I guess. Huhuhu

A small number of Sec1s last year actually wanted to join our section ~~cos someone was bad mouthing us~~

Nevertheless, this year shall be a be a better one!!!

I'll be like:

'Join us bitches'

Well, just kidding but I really hope the sec1s this year are better cos apparently 2 of our sec2s are really missing way too often.

Shall do poa and revise later~~~~~~

2012

2011-12-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

Happy New Yaer!!! Oh gosh, 2011 really went by really quick.

It seems like it was only a month ago that it was January (And i still can spell January without the help of autocorrect)

Have been spending the past few days watching YunJae videos and db5k related stuff. Muahahah. And I streamed the music festival on Thursday. First time I've ever done such a thing. Thankfully for me my streaming didn't lag. Life is good for me ;D While people were complaining how shitty and laggy it was I was actually enjoying myself. But it soon got boring cos TVXQ's performance was at the last..... Yes. After waiting for 2-3 fucking hours my idols finally appeared and it felt so worth it ><

Today was a busy one. Nope, not because people were sending those New Year chain messages, not because there were so many invites to go for countdown, but because I was downloading JYJ's Come On Over (WITH ENGLISH SUBS BITCHES!!!) and I was thinking hard about which show I should watch. Yes, finally after blaming myself for being a lazy bitch for not trying to learn Korean myself, a very nice and hardworking person my lazy ass. So very very very very very very thankful. And yes, I think my poor heart is moving on, moving on to DB5K. Oh yes..... Sobs.... Didn't really feel like an excited fan girl like that past while watching Hyun Joong's performance on KBS' Gayo Daejun yesterday. I nearly fainted when I saw TVXQ performing even though I knew that it was pre-recorded. Oh dear, oh dear.....

And why I'm in a dilemma about which show I should watch is because there is 4 shows to watch. Either stream 3 on the computer and not watch the TV one or watch the TV and not stream the other 3.

Choose the TV instead cos I always chose the TV. And while flipping through channels I noticed that we have NHK too. MUHAHAHAH.

Never felt so blessed to have a Japanese channel cos I don't watch Japanese shows.

We have KBS where YooChun will be on, NHK where HoMin will be performing and I didn't watch SBS for Jaejoong or MBC for the pre-recorded TVXQ's performance.

It's okay though cos I will look for the videos tomorrow ^^

What a handsome man and I'm lazy to search for the others pictures. Hahahah. My timeline was flooded just now but not anymore ): Awwwwww

Shall reminisce about 2011 tomorrow cos I want to watch the video. MUAHAHAHAH

May 2012 be a good year!!! But I guess not cos O Levels are next year.

URGHHHHH.

Shall be a selfish bitch and pray to God that my idols don't come next year.

Uh Oh

2011-12-30T10:12:00.000+08:00

Been staying at home for almost the whole holidays.

My friends either have no money, or one of them doesn't go and the rest don't go.

If not, no one calls me... sobs.

Oh yes, yesterday I streamed Gayo Daejun. Yeap

It's the first time I'm doing this because these music festivals are of a ridiculously long time if you're in front of your computer.

Sadly local TV and cable TV don't show it here.....

And I streamed because I wanted to see TVXQ more of Hyun Joong.

TVXQ was at the end of the whole fucking 2-3 hours..... And yes, I waited.

Damn.... It's so boring seeing all the other groups you're not interested in.

So finally they appeared and I started to spazz on Twitter all alone.

They were so hot. Yeap. So so so so perfect.

Changmin should get a haircut but thankfully that perm is gone....

So eggcited when I saw them. Hehehe. Wanted to post tweet something dirty but I'll get judged so... I rather not.

Oh dear, looks like I changing fandom. Sobs

Must be because of attending that fan party and watching too many of their and yunjae videos

Feeling like I'm a new fangirl all over again.

Sobs. What a dumbass post....

Happy birthday.... To me~

2011-12-21T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hello. Can you see the date???

It's.... Drum rolls please..... Mdaeleine's birthday!!!!

To the other people in school and around the world, it's a pity you don't know her.

She's so awesome, pretty, nice and cute. How can anyone not like her??

And as her loyal fan, I'm going to do a dedication to her. Like those you see on tumblr or twitter where they go 'on this day 15 years ago....'

So yeap, here it goes

On this day(21st December) 15 years ago, a awesome, cute and squishy baby was brought into the world at mount Elizabeth hospital somewhere in Singapore. That particular girl grew up happily, talentless and healthily (a little too healthy judging from her fats) The lucky primary school down the neighbourhood got chosen as her primary school and she enjoyed studying and eating there for 6 years. She met many wonderful people over there and didn't really study much for her PSLE. Teck whye secondary school should be extremely honoured cos she actually wanted to go into that school. Nope, unlike others she didn't got 'thrown' into that place. She once again spent lots of happy times there. But unfortunately for her, 2011 has been the roughest year for her. Yet and things could get worse next year... Her fan Farith would know why.

Thank you god for making such a pleasant and awesome child.

Muhahahha. Okay.... Sorry for the very bimbo-tic and self absorbed post.

xoxo, Madeleine's No.1 fan

Wouldn't it be nice

2011-12-18T17:00:00.001+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if someone would just send you a message saying that they miss you??
It shows that they actually thought of you.
Just like when I was in south Korea. Muhahahahha. Okay....... Bye

Omegle

2011-12-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

Have been visiting Omegle recently again cos I saw my classmate tweeting about it. Hehehe

Went there a few times before but all the nice people were dead that time.

So Omegle's this web where you talk to random strangers that are online on the web during that time

You can disconnect from the conversation anytime you want and it's not that scary and dangerous cos you're identity is a secret.

A lot of people will start the conversation with ASL, which stands for 'Age' 'Sex' and 'Location'

I don't like talking to people who start with ASL. Makes me feel like they're asking for sex.

HAHAH

So below is some of the dumb conversations I had.

I was lazy to print screen all of them so yea....

Did you fall for the I'm homy joke?

Trolled and trolled and trolled. LOL

Inspired by Farith. Hahaha. Okay. So gay.....

He told me to type something like that and LOL at the 19 cm

So many indians.... and I'm so honest

This guy is really cute. HAHA

LOL. SUCKER

Really helps to keep you entertained when you're bored XD

Talked to a Korean dude but we dc-ed before I could even ask for any contact.

And 2 Brazilian guys and a Singaporean girl.

The Singaporean was super super coincidental!!! I was super excited..... until my computer restarted.

AFHAKSGHAKGHASKGA So pissed off but yea.... what's meant to be is meant to be.

SO LONG BITCHES, HOLIDAYS ARE ALMOST COMING TO AN END ):

Last Band Camp As A Band Member

2011-12-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Today marks the day of our last ever band camp in TWSS as a band member and not a alumni.

I've never thought time could pass by so fast and it really sucks. It feels so good to be young

No matter how much other people might hate it and find it lame, I actually enjoyed this band camp the most.

It could probably be because it was the last one for me and also the fact that we didn't have to go eat in groups

Being in groups allows you to have the opportunity to talk to others but when the people don't make an effort to start a conversation no matter how much you tried before, it becomes pretty useless and awkward.

For all these years, awkward lunches with the groups and I never felt happier when I went back for band practices.

So this time was special also cos they incorporated music into the games ~~even though it was kinda lame~~

The first day consisted of mainly band practices and only 1 game

In the morning of the first day, we had drills. I think it was the longest ever drill session we had that year and we did breathing exercises too. Sectionals and making of section banners after that and I couldn't stop singing. Muahahaha.But the only songs I could sing were What Makes You Beautiful, Baby, That Should Be Me and Rolling In The Deep. But with missing lyrics of course. I had such a hard time remembering English lyrics so forget about Korean.

Thankfully we have lunch with our section. Say no to awkward lunches with groups!

Full band after lunch and we played a game at the music room. Made up some fan club name somewhere in between. Join my entertainment company SM Entertainment. Before you laugh and slap my face, it actually stands for Seah Madeleine. Those that don't know kpop don't get the pun.

Got picked for the game and I lost and I had to do a forfeit. I picked the green paper since I like green but unfortunately, the forfeit on it was to dance to a random song they played.

I can do everything else but dancing...... horrible memories from the sec3 camp came back......

In my mind:

Reality:

Yeap.... it was that crappy and awkward.... Pulled Flavius along and he was like 'Whut?'. Muhahaha.

Taken from the band's fb

Mr sim danced to Nobody.... urgh..... *cringes* A job well done I shall say.

Nothing much happened and we got dismissed soon after.

Went to school earlier than usual on Day2. The sec3s were participating in this fancy drills thing.

A whole new experience and kinda fun and we skipped the old boring drills while trying it out. Hehehehehe.

The woodwinds had sectionals with Mr sim after that. Headed over to the ava room to played the Kinect and that was so awesome!!!!!! Rock band wasn't so interesting cos we didn't know much of the songs. The only singer I could recognise from the whole list was Paramore.....

Went for lunch > full band > Water games

Had a super quick shower but it's alright. I feel a thousand times better after cleaning the oil off my face and hair. Changed into our 'party going' clothes but I wore my section tee with pe together with Aini and Chadrick. The others said the shirt was ugly. But hello???? Ask you all design then in the end also don't want.

Sang at the top of my voice while heading to the music room and someone heard it... embarrassing....

Christmas exchange, 'movies' and Kinect dance competition inside. I sat until my butt hurt.

Lights out at sometime nearing 12am and I couldn't continue my 'concert' hahahahahahah. What a bummer :P

Day3 was games. Split up into groups.

Lazy to write anymore but it was good. Hehehehe.

As usual, the groups with me inside is jinxed cos I'm unenthusiastic. Sorry to pull you down.

Musical chairs after that and they played Rolling In The Deep

Didn't sing cos I was sitting there along. Sobs. Farith and Eileen gave me the look to say 'It's your song!!! Sing!!!' Hahahaha

After playing musical chairs for almost forever, we had reflections and finally got dismissed.

It has only be 1 and a half day but it felt like 1 week.

Dayum, it feels so good to be home.

Can't believe 3 years in band flew by.

Sobs sobs sobs. Going to miss it a lot

TVXQ LIVE IN SINGAPORE!!!

2011-12-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!

So yeap. Yesterday was the 4th of December.

Which means......... TVXQ~!!!!!

Me and Syafiq took bus 171 thinking that it will bring us to Dhoby Ghaut.

Guess what? We were wrong and history repeated itself

The bus brought us in the opposite direction away from our destination. Crap

Alighted at Yishun interchange and boarded the MRT instead.

Arrived at Stadium around 5 plus. We thought we were late or something

Went to take a look at the crowd at the Sistic booth and turns out that they were selling the overpriced merchandise there.

Bought the light stick cos it was the cheapest thing available there. Only 9 bucks.

Took the escalator up and saw the North Entrance, just nice cos we were suppose to enter from there.

Joined the queue and sat down

We could hear Changmin and Yunho singing but I wasn't so sure if they were rehearsing or the crew was just playing the audio to test out the sound :l

The reason why I wasn't so sure cos I heard people talking. If I'm not wrong in Korean and I saw tweets saying that they were rehearsing. So yea

Nevertheless, it got some of the fan girls and me there hyped. Hehehe

So after queuing for quite some time, we finally entered

The stage from our view. Sigh.... Kinda far for the price we paid.

The screens were lighted with Changmin and Yunho's picture after some time and the played TVXQ's song while waiting.

But the most disgusting part was when SNSD's songs were played.

Some of the fans went 'AHHHHHHHHH'

Don't get me wrong, SNSD are really awesome but to play some other artiste song during other artiste fan meet, isn't that really wrong?

The lights went off after a while and they played the full mv of Before U Go

I feel like such a failure cos I didn't watched it before. *facepalm*

The sea of red while the lights were off.

A pretty sight (:

The fans were squealing everytime Channgmin and Yunho appeared on the screen.

Oh boy were they hot

The boys came out soon after with Maximum.

The DJ from 100.3 came out with the translator. ~~thankfully not the other guy~~

Asked them some questions about Singapore and Singlish.

Changmin was such a qtpie. He said 'No problem..... la?'

Not mine and credits to the owner. This video didn't show that part where he was such a qt!!!!!!!!!

5 super super lucky fans were chosen to ask questions but it was rather boring cos it's so common!!

But I don't think I could think of anything better so.... HAHA XD

There was this part in Before U Go where they did this near crotch touching thingy and a lot of the fan girls screamed. Hahaahahaha

One of the bestest fan cams around.

The security was damn tight. Those that took out their DSLRs were chased outside and their cameras got confiscated.

I don't get why photography isn't allowed -___________-

The usual performances on that day, Before U Go, Keep Your Head Down, Rising Sun, medley of Mirotic and other songs.

They were so close yet so far.... sigh.............

Oh. And I loved the YunJae fanboard and I'm sure Yunho saw it cos it's super striking and made up of LED lights.

After either performing the medley or Rising Sun, the mike was still on and the fans could hear them pant.

Sounds really really really wrong but it was so hot. AGKIAHSIGAGALGLA

I have no idea how to embed yfrog videos but this is mine. MUHAHAHA

Clear recording though (: HEHEHEHE

http://yfrog.com/b5ds3z

Better fan accounts of that day:

http://sharingyoochun.net/2011/12/05/fanaccount-111204-tvxq-in-singapore-1/

http://nachan87.livejournal.com/4794194.html

A rather lazy fan account :P

I just hope to see them again and hopefully none of the idols I love actually comes next year (Which is impossible). Being super selfish cos O Levels are next year and I want to concentrate. All these exams and studying ruins everything.

Random

2011-12-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

Went to catch Puss In Boots today

Wanted to watch Breaking Dawn but some of them didn't watch Eclipse so yea....

I wonder how long I have to wait. Sobs

I have nothing to talk about cos I've been staying at home recently

Band practices are unusually little this December and I wonder why.

Different teacher in charge maybe????

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

The last band camp for me would be next year (provided I don't come next year)

It better be good. I trust them. Hehehehehe

I somehow allowed the box to be opened again. I'm denying. I'm trying not to care. Oh well, time will heal everything. I hope

in the meantime, please visit : ghey-farks.tumblr.com

Oh yes, it's December already

Am I excited for it?
No? Yes?

Day 6-9

2011-11-22T19:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Holidays!!!

Erm, maybe I should have said that a little earlier since it's already nearing December.

It seems like it was just yesterday we were all complaining about the extra curriculum.

But as usual, holidays don't seem like the holidays due to the truckload of homework that the teachers give and sometimes don't collect.

I'm going to do them slowly and keep my memory refreshed... lest I forget all of my sec3 stuff over the holidays

And it's so annoying that the fact that O levels are next year and someone has to remind you of it and smack the hard cold reality into your face.

I'm going to start refreshing my geography stuff and practice math over from December.

Holidays been good for me....

Spent most of my time at home and I never feel bored.

I don't get why people everywhere keeps complaining. On Facebook, on Twitter, to their friends....

I guess my house is Narnia~

Been watching lot's of Gossip Girl and Bleach and doing my homework.

Life is good

= = = = = = = = = =

Day 6 - A Stranger

Okay, so this is getting weirder and more boring.

I guess my life isn't as meaningful as I thought it would be...

Let's skip day 7 (Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush) and 8 (Your favorite internet friend)

Why in the world would I talk about a stranger and how would I even have a internet friend?!?!?!? My mum taught me not to talk to strangers when I was younger and I am a good kid. I listened to her and stayed away from them ~~unless they're hot~~

Let's skip to Day 9 - Someone I Wish I Could Meet

The most obvious answer would be... my idols!!!

DUH!!!

With the crazy hallyu wave that hit the shores, it's inevitable that a girl like me won't fall in love with those seemingly perfect hot men. And some are even our age.

Just look at them!!!

The latest hairstyles, trendy clothes, sleek dance moves, perfect sharp noses, protruding and high cheek bones, sexy lips, abs, cute eye smiles, big innocent eyes and their awesome and great voices!!!

Some of those men are even prettier than most girls around!!!

Sure some of them are 'real' and some are 'plastic' but who cares!!!

They are great and they make fangirls like me captivated and mesmerized by their boyish good looks and everything else.

Everyone wants to meet their idols or favourite singers.Whether they are Korean, Taiwanese or American.

To be able to hear their singing live, and maybe get some 'fan services'

I'll be meeting mine next sunday!!! ajhgajghalhgaawjhrhwtglejh

But I'm kinda regretting..... those tickets cost a bomb....

I going to repay my parents by working super hard next year and get good results!!!!!!!!!!!!

HALLELUJAH!!

Thankfully my obsession is dying out...

Random

2011-11-19T13:10:00.001+08:00

It's confirmed!!!! AGAHGASOJHAOSJHGAOWJ.

Thank you Syafiq for getting them for me <333333

Went to JP yesterday to try catch a glimpse of 2pm but I was there too late and it was impossible to squeeze, unless I decide to be a bitch and shove people. I only managed to see the back of Junho's head and I knew it was him cos he was wearing a striking pink jacket.

Good enough? And once again, I have such good fate with trees because another tree was blocking my view.

Who da fuck have trees indoors? Fuck them.

It's okay because...... I'm seeing TVXQ in December.

Christmas wish & birthday wish fulfilled all at once!!!

So Farith and Syafiq came after band yesterday. Really thankful to Syafiq and it was so nice of him to stay after helping out at graduation day. F wanted to bake (looks like he enjoyed the previous session A LOT) but sadly it was too rush.

Hopefully not 9 years later ):

Paul Wesley from Vampire Diaries, upsized

QT PIE!!! ^

So sporting of them to take pictures with me <3

I lub them many many many many

And I gave the cupcakes to Qiya and Chadrick.

One of the initial person I wanted to give them to wasn't there yesterday

Chace Crawford, my new boyfriend. HAHAHAHA
He is smoking hot. Omg omg omg omg
Farith asked me 'What about Ian???'
Ian is still there. Somewhere in my heart.
HAHAH
Gossip Girl is such an awesome show!!!

Day 5

2011-11-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Day 5 - My Dreams.

Continuing with my 30 day challenge thing. Hehe.

I have tons of dreams. Haha.

I used to wish whenever I saw a 'star' which is either the satellite or a passing plane.... And now, 1111.

I missed once in a century 11.11.11 cos I was too busy hiding in 3A away from the teacher -__-

Have been dreaming about and wishing for the same thing during 1111 for months but I guess I woke up.

I guessed I moved on. *rolls eyes*

My dreams range from very very practical and useful dreams to retarded and unrealistic ones.

The main and most common practical dream that everyone have is study hard, get good results, go into a good university/polytechnic, find a good job, earn money and have a happy and blissful family

And then my super unrealistic one. To meet all of my idols at least once, live. Hahahaha.

I wrote an essay about it. My unpractical, useless and dumb dream.

All my kpop idols!!! Ahhhh!!!!

I have more than 10 idols so that would be many many many dreams.

I met once before and it was heaven!! I will be meeting 2 more this December!

Super super lucky I have to say.

Special thanks to Syafiq!!!!! If not I wouldn't even have tried to get the tickets. Hehehe

I have other dreams like er, have better eyesight, be thin and other nonsense.

But all those dreams won't happen if I don't work hard.

And I'm super super super duper lazy.

I will try, I must try.

Baking of cupcakes!!

2011-11-14T18:18:00.001+08:00

Decided to bake cupcakes today.

Yeap. Being a girly girl today

Wanted to do it since a very long time but was disheartened by how the cookies i baked previously turned out and I was lazy to get ingrediants.

So after sectionals last week, I went to get the cupcake molds and the paper.

Thankfully I didn't go alone. ^^

Finally started today cos I was out the whole day on Saturday and went out again on Sunday

Received an expected call from Farith and Sara asking whether they could come over

I actually asked Farith previously but all he always say was 'See first'

Called Syafiq and thankfully he could come too even though it was last minute

Found this easy recipe on the internet.

No one at home actually have experience in baking stuff so yea... Have to depend on myself and the recipe.

Prepared the ingredients first as they were eating their lunch and watching tv

I think the boys enjoyed the whole thing a lot. Haha

Farith actually said 'Let's do this again'

Too much red colouring

Wanted to do rainbow coloured as seen on Tumblr but total failure!!!!

Too much blue now

Too much of everything :S

Looks good??? This is one of the more presentable ones.

Sexy lips. Hahaha. Not.

Our all time favourite Monopoly Deal and my gay face

Self absorption time with my friends. Heheheh.

My face always so gay but finally for once they all agree to take a picture with me.

So everyone ate like 3 or 4 or more cupcakes each and left with not much.

Going to bring them on Friday to share.

Sharing is caring~

But right now how I wish you were here

Anime Festival Asia

2011-11-13T22:03:00.001+08:00

Went for AFA (Anime Festival Asia) today.

A new experience but I wasn't so keen cos I don't really watch anime.

But it was so cool seeing all the cosplay and stuff.

Singapore's cosplayers kinda sucked and I'm not saying I can do better but as compared to what I saw on the internet, woah. Huge difference.

Was wishing for Pokemon, Digimon or Bleach cosplayers the whole time cos that's the only shows I watched......

People wearing the meme faces from Tumblr.

I love this!!!

Power Ranger!!!!

OMG. I love this tooooooooo. But the guy beside the power ranger is..... so ..... er.... gay....

Some push ups I think...

My New Crush

2011-11-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe.

If whoever reading this follows me on twitter or whatever, I've been spazzing over Vampire Diaries recently.

Me, my brother and my maid have been watching it like no tomorrow cos we bought the disk for season 2

Obsessed with that show man.

Everyone's so hot in that show!!!! Even the females.

But I'm not lesbian fyi

Watch the show for the first time last year on Channel 5.
But I think mediacorp cuts out tons of stuff cos the actors and actresses are forever making out.
And maybe all these stuff might be too 'violent' for us. *Rolls eyes*
So obsessed man!!!!!!!
Going to suffer from severe withdrawal symptoms after finishing the show but I'm too lazy to go online to watch the latest season. Oh well.

This guy is hot too but he's not a main main character.

Urgh. Everyone looks so good!!!!

Yeap. My new eye candy. Ian Somerhalder.
Never heard of him??? Heheheheh

Hopefully the fangirl feeling will be gone when I finish the disc and will come back when I watch season 3.

Hehehe.

Sadly he's old. Yeap. Really old. He's 32 but oh well.

He is soooooooo hot

It's tough to be an international fan girl. Especially when your idol is someone from across the planet.

The Caucasians hope for the Asian idols to host a concert in their country while us Asians have to wish so hard for our Caucasian idols or favourite TV/Movie start to come here.

Day 4

2011-11-07T16:08:00.001+08:00

Day 4 - My Sibling

I only have 1 sibling. Hehe. That's my brother.

He can be soooo nice and caring but the next moment, a total asshole.

Like last year. I don't know what nonsense I did but he yelled at me

I wasn't even playing the fucking piano and he yelled and me.

Yeap, total jerk.

Then there was another instance where he yelled and my friends.

I admit that they were noisy and crazy but hello, they are guest and don't you have basic respect?

Fucking pissed at him and he actually dared to act nonchalant about it and said to me 'can you ask your friends to keep quiet?' or something like that.

Major major major asshole but thankfully all those nonsense are gone.

If my friends came over now they will be like 'Is your brother at home?' or whenever he came out of the room they would shush each other. Hahaha.

So even though he's such a asshole sometimes, he's really great most of the times.

We spent most of free time playing toys when we were younger.

When we were so carefree and problem free.

But we always get into fights. Yeap, that asshole would always hit me until I cry.

But we patched back after awhile, we didn't stay mad for a day.

The cutest pair of sibling ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry our faces..... so gay....

Day 3

2011-11-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

Day 3 - My Parents

My parents have been my parents for 14 over years. Duh...

They can be really naggy, overbearing, irritating, annoying, bossy and everything else sometimes.

And really, I'm sure everyone feels like slapping their parents somewhere in their life and feels like leaving their homes.

But before you actually go do that, think about why they do this.

Everyone does things with a reason right?

Okay. Whatever.

My parents are... erm... I love them a lot even though I feel really pissed off at them.

They have been taking such good care of me and my brother for so long.

They always buy the toys me and my brother wants when we were younger and buy us lot's of food (that's why I'm fucking fat). But of course when you get older you get more materialistic and they can't always buy what you want. Need to budget a bit.

I can buy lot's of books cos the place my mum works at allows her to claim the money from buying books. Hehehehehe. Sounds great right?

Even though I don't say it and don't show it, I love them a lot.

Asians are more conservative so yea............

Oh ya. There's one thing I can't stand.

Their stupid believe that we have to go overseas every year.

Omg.

You would hate yourself

2011-11-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

If I treated you the way you treat me you would hate me.

You would hate me for giving so much false hope.

For talking or joking about something like that and making you believe it.

It sounds great doesn't it?

You would hate me for being so paranoid. For making you think about all the things that I have said.

Maybe what I said was true or 'just a joke'

Really. You would hate me

Day 2 - My Crush

2011-11-01T20:13:00.001+08:00

Day 2 - My Crush

Everybody has a crush right? It's the time of your life where your hormones are raging and you experience all the puppy loves, crushes and everything else.

When you wait for their text and stare at your phone all day long just hoping they will sent something. Even something like 'What homework is there today?' makes you smile.

When you thank god/the universe/gays/lesbians/your ancestors for every single moment you get to spend with them alone

You see them online for almost a whole day but yet they don't talk to you. It hurts and you can't help but wonder who they're talking to.

You think about a lot of things you want to tell them but they never come out simply because you're too afraid of rejection and everything else

When you find every person of a different gender talking to them a slut or a flirt and they should just die

You just think about them all the time and inside a crowded room, you look out and search for them among everyone

And you wake up every single day looking forward to school because you get to see their face.

You wonder whether the person likes you back cos they're giving mixed signals. You're not sure whether they're like this because they really like you or just because they're your friend and they're just being nice back as a friend

So I have a crush. So what?? Farith knows who he is though. Haha. Whoever that reads this can go ask who he is.... hahahaha.... I remember of the questions we were supposed to answer during CCE lessons about why you like that person. I'm not those dumb bimbo girls that like someone cos of their looks. I only like idols cos of their looks. Hehe. So yea, I don't get why the other girls find him so handsome and whatever nonsense cos I don't. The person just makes me laugh and happy

And I'm also walloping in self misery cos..... er... I'm trying to forget and let go. Sounds a bit cliche right? Cos everyone's like 'Let it go . You'll feel better' Yeap... like it's that easy... The feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories, that's what makes it so hard to move on. You keep thinking and thinking and thinking. Do you like me back??? Maybe you do??

You don't know how much I care, you don't know how much I think about you, you don't even know how I feel about you. But I wish you knew and that's why I'm walloping in self misery..... Walloping in self misery since March or February..... Wah, very long right? I find myself so faithful.... Hahaha......... All this love love stuff are so sucky man.

Wish you were here is so relate-able and so is that line from Someone like you

Don't puke when you read this.

Deepavali!!!

2011-10-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

Farith dumped me yesterday. Not as in the boyfriend girlfriend dumped but the 'pang seh' sort of dumped.

So what happened yesterday was that after band, I thought he was part of the jazz band thingy so I waited and I could wait for another person. In the end, Farith said we could go and he decided to give the opportunity to another member.

Apparently, I didn't even have the chance to chose..... *cough* 2 people just decided to play without letting the others chose. That was what I heard cos I wasn't there when they gave out the parts...... Let the other people play la. Those that or weaker or not as good as you.... One of them is like the best player and.... Urgh... Not going to complain

Back to the topic. Since I had my untouched lunch since the afternoon, I went to eat it first. Tried to eat as slowly and delay as much time as possible but it didn't work So left school. Farith said he wanted to take the bus. But I was low on cash in my ez link and I have no 55 cents. Farith wouldn't believe and we were nearing the bus stop and still hadn't decided on how to get back home. So just nice, a 975 came and immediately he ran for it...... I had like this heavy stack of books and I repeatedly say I had no more money so I didn't run. I saw him and he saw me. I mouthed the words 'WAIT' while he was at the entrance of the bus. But apparently he ignored me and boarded it.....

Felt like crap. Felt betrayed. Felt angry. Regretted not asking my parents to fetch me. They actually called while I was on my way to the bus stop but I didn't want to go with them....... But I continued walking..... Luckily, my mum and dad was coming back from duno where so she saw me and they stopped and fetched me home. Luckily I saw them cos it rained damn heavily after that......

Urgh... Farith's a major asshole... But didn't stay pissed for long.... I can never get angry at friends....

= = = = = = =

So on Wednesday (26 October) we went to Sara's house for Deepavali since it was a holiday.

Didn't take much pictures....

A must play everytime we come here XD

Not many people have this board at home!!

The powder that irritates my nose....

I think I have sensitive nose....

Is this your house??? LOL

Looks as though he's going for a wedding with the formal shirt and the watch....

Delicious food prepared by Sara's mum :D

Thank you!!!!!

Mango jelly that is da bomb!!!!!!!!!!!!

"I haven eaten in a week!!!!"

Before setting off to play Running Man.

Yeap... We played it there.

But kinda failed cos the Running Balls were hidden in ridiculous places and the clues were rubbish. LOL

And I wondered who said Running Man sucks and Oh My School was the best variety show ever...

Yup Sara. What do you think now????

And thank you for buying the ping pong balls and the ribbons.

The bells for the seeker team

Ribbons tied around the mission team cos we don't have nametags. Hehe

Those are hard to find

And guess who's arm is that??? It's mine!!!
Yup, hairy like fuck. Like what my classmate said, I've got my father's hairy genes.
I need to shave them off. HAHA. No. Judge me bitches. Judge me

Looks like the on TV???? HEHEH :D

Came back an hour or so....
Got caught in the end... Me, Farith and Shuqi were hiding at the block going up and down to find the ball but to no avail!!!!
Tired like hell....
And we managed to survive so long cos no one came up. XD
But finally, Nian Kai came up.
Me and Shuqi saw him while waiting for the lift and I screamed.
I wanted to yell 'RUN' but a high pitched scream came out instead.
Ran for my fucking life man.
Ran a huge round and went down or something.
I remember jumping down the stairs instead of running down. LOL
Managed to shake him off and ran to the other side at the 2nd story.
Unfortunately, the others were there catching Shuqi and spotted me... so yea.....
Went to hold onto Nian Kai cos he was trying to rip Farith's band off....
But he still got caught in the end... so yea.....

I think the seeker team had too many people but it was a good experience.

They came back and played 'Werewolf' while I just sat back

Totally no mood for no reason but it was okay cos I got to watch hot men on TV.

Let's Go Dream Team was playing at that time.

Left Sara's house around 7 plus and I regretted not leaving early....

= = = = = =

Went to Sharan's house today for Deepavali. Hehe

Woke up super super early.... and only knew that Qiya can't make it in the morning.....

The most memorable part was at the park.

Played table tennis in our way. It was ridiculous.

We copied those people on TV and it was a good way to shed those calories.

Heheheheheheh

Went back to her house to watch The Village.

I finally knew which movie Scary Movie 4 parodied. Haha

But changed the movie to Drag Me To Hell cos it was boring....

Drag me to hell is... a crappy movie....

Too much of vomiting, pulling of hair and other nonsense....

I still have tuition tomorrow and I still need to do my homework... Urgh.... Sucks man. Sucks so badly

30 Day Challenge

2011-10-28T19:29:00.000+08:00

Going to do this 30 day challenge I saw on tumblr for my own entertainment

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

My best friend??

I have soooo many best friends in Primary School. Almost changed one every year cos the best friend of mine went to different class. Hahaha. One of them is in my school now but we don't even say hi when we walk pass one another. Sad right? Then in P5 was in same class as my best friend from P2. Super coincidental!! And even though we didn't talk for super super long, we clicked instantaneously. Hehe. Met YL there too but we weren't so close back then. Got to know wm too. We were super good friends also along with H. I remember going over to their houses frequently. Then in P6. Er.. was in a clique with 3 other girls. Only close with 1 of them. I treated the other 2 as super close friends even though we weren't. And when I heard something they said about me, I refused to continue being friends with them. Aiya. Last time still young so very childish. Still in contact with only one of them too. Still friends with my best friend since P2 and still in contact with her. Hehehe

Then move on to secondary school. Stuck to YL during the first few days of school. But subsequently, I found it hard to go recess and everything with her cos we are in different classes and she has no handphone which makes it hard to communicate with here. Thank God we are in the same Chinese class cos gossiping with her really makes my life soooooo much better. Then during sec1 orientation, when we were during the lame and shitty 'mass dance' I was partner-less. Thankfully Qiya came over and be my partner and we were friends since then (: Got to know Syafiq since he was sitting quite near Qiya. Hehehehe
Then sometime during the year, Farith and me and somebody else, walked home together. Me and Farith became super close. Hehehehe. I don't really remember talking to Sara during sec1 O.O Yeap... It was during sec2 when I actually remembered speaking to him but we weren't that close yet. Somewhere after June holidays and nearing CA2, Sara's sitting buddy didn't came to school and I grabbed to opportunity. I was damn annoyed you know, having to sit with Zhi Qin -___- Had tons of fun sitting there cos Syafiq was behind and Yaamanni was beside him. Sara and me became closer after that.

My friends are happy pills that makes me laugh and act all gay and retarded around them. They aren't perfect, aren't the most thoughtful and caring people around but I love them a lot

Fell out with that one person and I don't think it's worth it to go fix the friendship.

Oh yes, I've got a super best friend in my current class since sec1. Hehehehe. How did I talk to him???? Errr..... I remember it but I don't really want to say it. I'm lazy :P

Perhaps you don't know how much you mean to me cos you're always 'You always stick to Farith, everything also Farith'

Okay bye.

Shy but not anti social

2011-10-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

Madeleine is an independent learner, requires minimal supervision. She is helpful to her close friends though it would be netter if she could extend her help to other classmates as well

Comment left by teacher in report book.

Hahahah. Omg. Just look at that 'close friendS'

I think they just meant close friend which is also my best friend.

Err... The teachers (Mdm Zhang and Ms Teo) don't see me out of class very often.

Ms Teo only sees me in Cd-ct classes and she joined us not long ago.

Mdm Zhang only sees me in Math class.

So, what I'm trying to say is... I do extend my help to other classmates.

Nope, I not trying to complain or anything but seriously, I find it so hard to er...

Err.. er.... to 融入 you know. What's that word in English??? Urgh

Like to mix or find a clique you can always stick to in class.

It's hard when most of the girls are classmates/friends and know each other previously

Then there comes this girl that is from another class.

So hard you know?

And when you have nothing to talk about or zero same interest.

Maybe some of them likes kpop but we don't like the same group

Then some of the girls are like really really really girly girls and I'm not

They take pictures in the toilet while I.... err.... never do that.

Some girls talk about their boyfriends.

*scoffs* Me leh? What boyfriend. I got one husband that doesn't even know that I exist and 9 other bfs

How about that?

And when I have to hold my mouth cos I want to say something ridiculous and dirty.

When boys say something dirty the girls will be like' EEEEE' and I would be laughing

I'm just shy, not anti social. I have absolutely nothing to talk about to my classmates. I am not a girly girl. I like talking horny stuff and laughing at those type of dirty jokes. I don't have the same common interest.

Not that I don't want to extend my help to my classmates....

Pre birthday celebrations

2011-10-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

So yeap. There was cross country today.

Kinda lame and as I promised, I walked all the way. And so much for walking with me lo. Seriously.

The warm up was a failure cos no one gave a shit...

And we the sec3s started their run, some of the sec1s were already coming back....

Damn. They are fast. But winning first place doesn't really bring any benefits.

More than half of the sec3s were walking. Mostly girls.

Walked the whole journey with Sharan and we talked about stuff.

And then there was this sec1 guy at the opposite side running half naked so I screamed like a fan girl

One of the NT boys actually ran in his boxers for a while.... I feel sad for their parents...

After cross country there was band... how great is that huh?????

Rushed back home to change and bathe and prepared. Left the house late and met the others at lot1.

Wanted to eat Seoul Garden but I didn't check properly TT

No student meals during dinner time on Fridays... URGH. FUCK THAT SERIOUSLY....

Seriously looking forward to Seoul Garden for the whole week man....

Apologies to all those that was looking forward too ):

#(!#&%!(&#^%!()&)

I feel so guilty cos.... urgh.... I'm so sorry....

Went to have Swesens instead. Not a bad idea. Hehehe

Got an artistic feel? Heheh

My gay face in the flash
I think Farith is copying me. Doing that same gay face.

Birthday boy tomorrow

Birthday girl

Self absorption time

NOM NOM NOM.

Looks great??? But doesn't taste so great....

The pasta wasn't really saltish enough TT

Luckily I'm smart and added in salt, pepper and chilli sauce. Hehehehe

Kai Ning's food

Farith's food

Syafiq's one. Looks fantastic TT

Shuqi's

Pei Zhen's

Qiya's

Salt and pepper that saved my sorry ass

Not forgetting chilli sauce!!!

Yong qi spazzing over the song being played.

Saying how hot Metro Station is.....

Mini birthday cake. Heheh

Feeding each other... Sweet (;

Farith's turn

Blur picture but I wanted to put this up cos my thighs look thin here. Hehehe

Couple bag!!! NOT. When the other's birthday arrives, we will buy the same one.

Then we shall have a clique bag~ HEHEHEHE

Shall post dedication to Sara tomorrow cos I'm fucking tired now

Realisation

2011-10-15T15:33:00.001+08:00

So after today's incident, I'm very sure that the students, at least some of them, are very very very kiasu and hardcore. And to put it in a good way, very concerned about their studies. Hardcore as in very hardworking, before every test must study those type of hardcore. Not the sex type of hardcore. I know that they hardworking, if not how could they go into 3A?? But seeing what happen today, all I can say is that I don't really care that much and I'm very happy go lucky.

Here's the thing, we had to go back to school today. Yes, on a school holiday so that pretty much sucked. Had to go back to do some stuff in preparation of what's gonna happen on Wednesday.

And I waited for 30mins for Farith.... But there's WiFi at the lrt station... That's weird but I used it anyway. Wanted to get pissed at him but somehow all the anger disappeared when I saw him. Sounds like I'm meeting my boyfriend or something right??? But no. We walked to school even though we were running short of time. Not exactly walk since he forced me to run.... And then the first thing Sara said to Farith was that he passed physics and stuff. He saw Mr Tan and asked about results. He saw Ms Ong and asked and saw Mr Foo and asked again... During lunch break, Sara went to find Mdm Tong, then to Mr Liew. After school, they went to find Mdm Pua and saw their SS teacher. Yup. I just waited for them since I'm too scared to know my results.

Went down and saw the girls there. They cried finished already... Then YL went to a corner and started crying cos she failed her SS and her Physics. XX cried cos she failed SBQ... Yup... Just one section of it.... YX was done crying.... Tried comforting but YL keeps on crying.... She went on about how her money from the bursaries are gone. She can't see TVXQ or go for SS4 anymore and bye bye to a new phone... And they actually wants to cry again on the day teacher returns their papers. They had it all planned out... LOL

I am very very very shocked.... This is the first time I see someone being that upset over their results. Okay, who knows, maybe next time, it'll be my turn.... The only time I was upset about academic stuff was when I learnt about the streaming results... Doesn't it suck when 4 out of 5 of your friends actually go to 3A and you are the only one from your clique that goes into a different class??? But I think I don't regret coming to this class... Hehe. And luckily my appeal failed...

I duno why I'm posting this crap but Farith's an asshole for always making me wait.
Actually I do that too so we're even.
BAI

The end of part 1

2011-10-13T17:48:00.001+08:00

Woke up very very very very early today...

For what??

To eat breakfast and study... but the study part didn't occur and so yea....

And my mum is over protective.... She thinks I'll get raped and kidnapped when I'm out early in the morning...

Seriously.....

How old am I??? Nobody wants to rape me... really... I just wish she could take it easy.....

Zzzzzz

Chemistry paper was relatively easy today!!! Yay!!!

And had oral after exams ended.

I think I suck a lot..... the teacher asked a lot of questions.....

I suck at oral... seriously....

Sat there before heading to hall talking about all sorts of shiat we could possibly think of.

And....

and.....

and......

It's finally the end!!! The end of exams!!! OOOOOOO

Wait, wait, wait.... There's the spoiler part.... time to think about O Levels next year.

It seems so far but yet it's so close. In a blink of an eye, it will be here.

This year flew pass really quick. Really really really quick.

But it's alright though, I don't really like it this year...

And then after exams, you still have to think about your results, about how well you fared and worry over it.

2 things to worry about.... If it was last year, all I could think of is.. slacking and lazing away

Life was so carefree back then~

Okay la, not much difference but I really put in effort to study this year as compared to last year.

Yay me.

And to celebrate the end of exams, we went to catch Real Steel today.

It was mother fugging awesome!!!!!

Wanted to watch it cos I heard and saw people's comments about how awesome it was and Hugh Jackman was inside it. Heheheheheh

He's hot but a pity he's old

Sorry I sound like a pervertic girl..

But really, that show's awesome!!!

I don't have enough vocabulary to write a movie review or describe it. Sadly.

HAHAHA. Okai, bai.

Rant

2011-10-10T15:14:00.001+08:00

Maths paper was tough. Very very very very tough TT

（￣へ￣）

I guess Mdm Tong doesn't understand that we aren't like the kids in 3A or 3B

A few of my classmates cried... and one's face was black like hell

And the stuff I didn't study for Social Studies came out.

Cool shit.

Out of the 10 points... I didn't study for just that 1 part.

And it came out.

Great going Madeleine. Great.

= = = = = =

When somebody asks you a question and the answer is obvious and you don't want the person to know, what do you do? You deny, deny and deny don't you? If not you say a answer that your heart or head doesn't agree right?? And when you type/say something and it actually is for someone. But when the person asks you about it, you deny again. You feel embarrassed and hope that there is a hole for you to jump in... It's human nature right???? Or is it my nature?? I can't help it...

Almost there... NOT

2011-10-03T19:10:00.002+08:00

I have this 'exams is over let's party' mood now. Can somebody kill me????

Please???

Done with Geography and English papers and I have to say... it's rather okay.

I heard that many people didn't know what moral dilemma was.

But luckily for me, I know what it means!!!! Thank god!! If not I would have just ran out of class and jumped down from the building there and then.

I didn't really study the part about sustainable management of the forest so yea...

And the parts I studied didn't came out....

It's okay!!!!

Okay. Bye.

I think HoMin is coming next month!!! *jumps around*

Just imagine if I get to see them!!!

This is when my private savings come in handy!!!

HEHEHHE

Wait for me oppa!!!!!

For now... I should just concentrate on studying....
Left with Mathematics, POA, Biology, Chemistry and Social Studies....
Which is almost everything
And for the first time, the first time in 3 years, I feel lazier than you.

Random

2011-09-25T19:44:00.002+08:00

Saw this on my tumblr dash. I remembered Ms ang talking about this ad during one of the English lessons.

She was talking about the es-es-5-0-1 guy. One of the f4 that acted in Boys Over Flowers.

And then she said Kim Hyun Joong.

I was very very very surprised she actually know his name!! She knows him!!!!!

So I got excited and yelled 'YES!!!!!' really really loudly.

Some people were shocked cos I'm usually damn shy and anti social around strangers.

Hehehehe

But then she talked about his English cos John was on a weird accent craze.

Typing words like 'Beri' and 'Punny'....

And Hyun Joong said 'Beri nice to meet you' in the ad so ya.....

I can't seem to find the advertisement on Youtube....

Ugh. So annoying.

And why I post this??? Cos I'm gay

Hari Raya 2011

2011-09-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

Went Jalan Raya with friends last Saturday (17th September) after SS lessons.

For the past 2 years, I have only been going to Farith's and Syafiq's house.

But this year, I went to more cos I got to know more muslim friends from 3A

Perhaps I've said this a billion times but I love 3A more than my own class. HA

But it's damn competitive in there and lazy people like me shouldn't go there.

And because some of my closest friends are ALL in that class, I go there very very very frequently.

Well for at least the first half the year. I pop by there sometimes now.

For what reason??? I also have no idea

Got to know many other people cos I'm always showing my face there.

Got to know people like Nashra, her sister, Indra, Anand and others.

And because we all know each other, we went visiting the muslim friend's houses.

Heheheheheheh.

So we (Me, Syafiq, Yixuan, Xiao xuan and Agnes) went to Farith's house first.

Saw his father on the bus. Hehehehe

Here's some of the pictures

Sara ate a lot of the goodies man.

Look at this face!!!! Intrigued by the food

Very sporting people that posed for the camera ^^

Camera shy Syafiq

Oh mai god. This nuggets taste heavenly!!!!

Didn't eat much cos I bought Gong cha..... ugh... waste my stomach space and money!!!!!

Honeydew drink. But too full to drink finish TT

Farith forced Sara to change into the traditional costume.

Headed to Nashra's house after that and there was food. Again TT

Shi Min came too~

Are you hungry????

Didn't take much again.

Need to control!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sara's sexy thighs. Woo

Group photo just before we left for Nadirah's house.

Changed into the traditional costume.

Must thank Nashra's mum for being so generous for lending me and Qiya the costume!!!

At Nadirah's house.

There's food..... again......

Oh. She owns a very fat and cute cat!!!!!

So fluffy!!!!!!!!

At Athirah's house.

Her house's so nice TT

Watching Protect The Boss.
Farith helped us to translate since the subs were in Malay.

And finally, the last stop for the day, Syafiq's house.

Changed back to normal clothes.

The traditional clothes very very very very hot

Must thank all the parents for preparing such yummy food for us!!

And actually allowing us to come!!!

And thank you for the green packets too!!

With so many of us coming, it must have dug a hole in your pockets. Thank you very very very very much!!

They can't see this anyway but thank you!!!!

South Korea Trip Day 7

2011-09-21T16:03:00.001+08:00

Buffet style breakfast at the same hotel as the 2 day
Mr Tan asked Farith 'Party yesterday ar?'
Cough cough cough....
I wouldn't call it party.
There wasn't any food or drinks.
But I think the teachers knew cos we were making a hell LOT of noise.
Went to Farith & Sara's room and every time someone knocks, I will run into hiding....
And Sara did something ridiculously funny that me & Farith were rolling on the floor laughing.
I nearly peed. No joke
But I forgot what he did already..... aw....
So the fortunate people stayed at the older building together and on the same floor.
The less fortunate stayed at the newer building and on the 1st floor of the old one
The whole 2nd level was almost occupied by TWSS students.
Awesome to the max I tell you!!!
Farith actually held onto a towel and ran across the corridor for who knows what reason....
Went into Marcus room where other people also gathered there where we played poker
The other room played Monopoly deal.
And then all of a sudden, someone said that a teacher came out.
Everyone panicked man.... But it was a false alarm.
Me and Yiling were so..erm.... on our guard that we decided to just go and sleep
While the others had fun we were sleeping.
I don't mind sleeping actually.

Headed over to this fountain to take some touristy pictures.

Passed by the blue house while on the way

The band peeps that went (:

When my mum saw this 2 pictures, the first thing she asked was 'Whose hand is that on your friend's shoulder????'

She didn't even ask where were we or what we were doing.

Then she complained about how close we were -___-

I didn't even notice or care about those stuff.....

Headed over to Gyeongnbok palace after that. It's the place where they filmed Princess Hours!!!

And we were just in time for the changing of guards.

Tour around the place after that.

Look at Madeleine's gay face.

Some escape route when sometime happens

Whose this pretty girl in the picture?????

Omg.

For once I don't look so gay. I must self praise and admire this picture

Description of the thing above ^

Went to the Cheonggyecheon stream after the very very tiring walk around the palace and museum

Story about it from Wikipedia:

After the Korean War (1950–1953), more people migrated into Seoul to make their living and settled down along the stream in shabby makeshift houses. The accompanying trash, sand, and waste, and deteriorating conditions resulted in an eyesore in the city. The stream was covered up with concrete over a 20 year period starting in 1958, and a 5.6 km-long, 16 m-wide elevated highway was completed in 1976.

They removed the highway and restored it in 2003

The only tasty looking side dish in the 6 days

Salted fish..... again

Some celebrity endorsing the drink

Went for a bit of tourist shopping and we headed off to the airport.
Tourist shopping meaning getting souvenirs and local delights such as seaweed and other stuff.
They had this box of Pepero containing 4 packets inside. It's sold for 4000 won only!!!!
Considered damn cheap since it's like $2 for one packet here
And lot's of other stuff too

Sara sitting there like a supermodel just before we board the plane

This marks the end of the South Korea trip from 2-9 September!!!!!!

South Korea Trip Day 6

2011-09-16T19:38:00.002+08:00

The very nice family that I was staying with for the past few days.

Everyone's so nice~

Our performance.
As you can see from the picture, it was Sara's solo
Sara has LOT's of guts to do that and I envy him
But he sings out of tune though. Haha

I like this picture. Hehe

Farith's buddy is really cute.

Not as in the handsome type of cute but more of the blur type of cute

Just before we leave

This guy went up to the bus to say some farewell speech.

Some of the girls yelled 'HANDSOME!!!'

I'm not sure why I yelled along too when he's er.... okay looking

Oh ya, some girls cried when we left.

I wondered why I never cry when such things happen so I tried to get the emotions.

I guess because I was sad to leave and I saw people crying, I cried too.

I didn't even feel anything during sec3 camp so yea....

This is a very important thing in my heart

Eating the free food the teachers gave out. YUMMY~!

Arrived at the senior convention centre and we were greeted by these cute ultra huge stuff toys

We were wearing that green thing to make us feel old

Make us be in the shoes' of old people and try to understand them better.

After this trip, I'm scared to be old

Super huge number pad for the elderly that have difficulty reading/seeing

Then we went to make this coaster or toaster. I don't know what it's called.

It's just something to put your cup on

It's IU!!!

Went to this place for lunch

Free wifi but I didn't bring my iTouch or handphone along.

The chicken sandwich

The beef burger.

And some of the boys were laughing at this

Took a 4 hour bus ride back to Seoul.

This was at the rest stop.

Me, Darren, Farith and others were here trying out the machine.

Only 500 won for each try

WE NEARLY GOT THE GIN SAENG MAN!!!

See the ginsaeng on the top left hand side of the picture?

SO CLOSE MAN!!!! THIS STUFF CHEATS MONEY!!!

We spent quite a bit here.

Kinda dumb but it was damn trilling

Watching movie in the bus

Dinner for the night.

Barbecue meat!!!

We went back to the restaurant at the war museum to have our dinner

See this stage??????

B2ST and U-kiss were going to perform there a few days later.

We are so unlucky TT TT

We're just not fated.....

Shit?

2011-09-13T16:01:00.001+08:00

Let's take a break from the South Korea posts.

Finally walked back with Farith, Yiling and jiahui.

It feels like a billion years since I've walked with them cos I have been taking the lrt home.

I love both ways to go home though.

Back to the main thing.

As we approached a bus stop near my house, a bunch of boys from ITE stared at us

They spoke in Malay and we couldn't understand.

After that, Farith translated for us.

Apparently one of them asked what school we were from and his friend replied 'Shit school'

Oh mai god.

Since when were we a shit school. I know our reputation's not that good but shit school?

And if you're a student from TW and can't agree more, doesn't that make you a shitty student since you're in a shit school?

Or the unwanted and undigested plant fiber found in our shit.

Then why come to this school?

Some people will say 'My results no good ma'

Then why not go to Zhenghua? or some other school that can accept you?

If you think TW is really shitty then you should have transfer during sec1 when you aren't so close with your friends.... or if you even have friends.

But if you transferred over from some school then too bad la.

And then to those boys.

Going to be a fugging nerd and use my ss skills. *Rolls eyes.

I'm going to judge you.

Based on what I see, you guys are the total act cool buey cool ah bengs that love to laze around and play but not study. Those that should just fucking drop out cos you'll only disrupt the class, be rude to teachers and are a fucking waste of space.

TW isn't the greatest school around and we certainly aren't shit.

South Korea Trip Day 5

2011-09-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

The dog that constantly comes to bark and scratch and follow me around.

At first when my buddy told me that she had a dog I was okay.

Dogs usually bark at you at the first meeting and stops right?

But no. This dog didn't.

It kept on coming at me. Licking, barking, scratching, following me around...

And when I tried to escape from it, it bit me -____-

This is a picture of it licking it's crotch. Not taken on purpose

When to school after that and went into my buddy's class.

Everyone was fascinated by this Singaporean. Ha.

And this is the class president welcoming us on behalf of the class in English ^^

And this guy.... he.... omg...

The teacher said he sang really well and asked him to perform for us.

It was.... well.... erm.... good....

The teacher asked who I thought was handsome and I said everyone.

The girls were disgusted by what I said and made puking sounds and yelled 'EW' and 'NO!!'

They violently objected to what I said.

Class photo with the girls (:

Went to do some traditional Korean crafts.

Had to paint on the fan.

For talentless people like me, it sucks. A lot

I finally know why the Koreans paint so well

The koreans that come to Singapore paints masterpieces as compared to us during art lessons.

Looks like they have lot's of practice in school and lot's of talent.

My fan. I think it looks.... erm.. Great~

Went into the home economics room to make Gimbap

The group members ^^

The teacher explaining to us on what to do and stuff

Photo-boomed the other group while they were trying to snap a shot

The ingredients

The teacher showing us the correct way to make it

Ours.

And I have to admit. It tastes great!!

Since everyone was full, we gave the leftovers to the Korean students passing by

One by one everyone came.

The picture taken from FB

After that, we left the school and visited the Daegu National Museum.

Didn't take much pictures

It's all the ancient historical stuff and relics

Sorry. I'm a pervert.

Headed to Daegu World Cup Stadium after that.

This was the stadium that JYJ performed at a few days ago TT

Imagine if we were there when they performed.... I would just cry and thank god on the spot man TT

Oh yes, Running Man was here too to film their special episode with IU and Shin Bong Sun

The staff explaining to us.

The soccer field was changed to a track especially for the IAAF World Championships ( I did listen :P)

A bunch of people that actually wants to run here

The girls' turn

Mr Tan blocking the boy's way as the run back

The teachers' turn.

Mr Tan doing warm ups. When he did this, his shirt went up abit and I heard someone saying that he got a belly. LOL

Reached back to school and went home with my buddy.

She treated me to ddeokbokki or what we call rice cakes in English

And it tasted great as compared to the one I ate in SG

Sg's one was total crap compared to this.

They cheated our feelings, taste buds and money. Fug you people at the store in Takashimaya.

We went out after that to have dinner with my buddy's English academy teacher.

Or what we call tuition teacher.

I went there on the night before and had a chat with her daughter ^^

So nice of her to treat me~

She treated me to cold noodles.

First time trying this and oh boy..... it doesn't suits me....

Served with fried pork that saved my life.

The noodles didn't suit me so badly that I decided not to chew but swallow mouthfuls of noodles.

Oh yea baby.

That's her and her cute daughter ^^

She's 47 in korea so she's 46.

Looks damn young right????

Omg. How do Koreans maintain themselves????

I look even older than her TT. Fml fml fml

Oh ya. Kinda irritated by Sara cos he kept on showing off about what he did with his buddy and James and his buddy.

What seafood restaurant, horse riding and how the food keeps on coming.

I didn't get to enjoy that but I was still happy. Hehehehehe

South Korea Trip Day 4

2011-09-11T15:14:00.003+08:00

The scenery from our balcony. It's beautiful!!!

The amusement park far away

Buffet style breakfast again.

It's so delicious. Omg *Cries

At the auditorium where we were waiting to go up into the hall

The banner that welcomes us ^^

At the school hall

The lady on the right clad in a black suit and skirt is a English teacher and our translator

Principals from SeoJae and Teck Whye exchanging gifts

Solo performance by a girl. I'm not sure what she was playing but she is very very good

If it was me I would just shit in my pants and faint on the spot. No joke

Another performer

Korean Traditional Instrument Club

Parents performing.

I'm sorry but I can't appreciate such traditional things and I nearly dozed off.

Luckily there was the Hello Kitty sweet I brought from Sg

Taekwando club.

THEY. ARE. THE. BEST. SERIOUSLY

Well coordinated performance, lot's of energy in every punch and kick they throw

Not forgetting all the cool and awesome Taekwando moves that we didn't get to see during Teacher's Day

*Cough cough*

Sara was saying that they were using Naruto's songs....

Zoom in on one of the members.

Group photo taken with the Sg students and their Korean buddy

We had a tour around the school after that. It's kinda different over there

They have this stupid school rule. Girls are only allowed to have shoulder length hair.

If it was TW I would have transferred immediately

And the students wear slippers inside the school to keep it clean.

After a school day, they will have to mop, sweep and clean the school by themselves. No cleaners at all.

And even though a dustbin was a rare sight, the place was very very very clean as compared to TW where dustbins are common and we even have cleaners.

Inside a class when they're having their art lessons.

No wonder Koreans are so talented~ They even have music class where they each learn a Korean traditional music instrument

The counselling room

Farith getting sabo-ed by Sara to do the Math question

They were doing 3D Trigonometry too!!!

But they don't use calculators O.O

No wonder their math is so good

Me and Sara was like 'THAT'S MY FRIEND YO!!'

Science lab

Super cool plug that descends from the ceiling

Home economics room

The sick bay.

Very homely don't you think?

Many people was saying that they wanted to be sick everyday if we had this in TW

Music class

The staff room in Korea

After the tour we had PE where we got to experience some of the traditional games.

Went home with our buddies after that.
My buddy's house was a 15 minute walk away

My buddy's room.

I had to drag my heavy luggage up a super steep hill and walk for about 10 minutes and drag it up a flight of stairs before reaching her house.

Great way to exercise ^^

The living room and the little corner by the side where I used the computer

Kitchen

The mum cooked us Bulgogi that night and it tasted like heaven!!!!
It's so fugging delicious!!!!
Like those you find in the restaurants here
Her Dad brought us out after that.
He actually offered to pay everything I bought but I rejected it
Too er..... cheapo and it's not very nice.
We went for a 4D ride and went into a huge supermarket.
So nice of them.

South Korea Trip Day 3

2011-09-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

Buffet style breakfast! But the food's doesn't really suit me. Again.

I'm a fussy eater but surprisingly, I'm fat

Winter Sonata and a show.

The actor from God of Study and from Tae Yeon's 'Like A Star' Mv

Took a walk around the war museum where we were having breakfast

Ms Ong lying down very professionally while helping us snap a jump shot

I'm damn slow cos I'm afraid if I jump too high, my underwear will show....

Teacher made to sing cos she was late this morning.

She sang 'We Are The World' with some missing lyrics but still awesome!

Mr Tan sang the school song.....

But it was damn funny. As you can see, he put in lot's of emotions

Mr Yong sang er... some Chinese song

Mr Foo sang a super classic. 月亮代表我的心

You all know that song right??

Dippin' Dots again while we stopped for toilet break

Farith treated me on his own. Omg. Super touched <3

Arrived at AnDong HaHoe folk village

Lunch was soup with rice and salted fish

The fish was fantastic!!!!!!!

Took a walk and boarded a shuttle bus to watch a mask dance

Sara got called out to dance with them.

It's fucking hilarious

The end of the show.

The dancers dancing back

Walk around the village. Lot's of traditional Korean houses

After a fugging long walk and everyone's dead beat

Doing reflections for the night

Hotel room for the night with a kitchen!!!!!!

Oh mai god. It was awesome.

Gossiped with YL until 1am before sleeping.

Tired like shiat you know!!

Oh yes. And this was the hotel that I managed to 'release my demons'

A secret code me & my friends created as saying 'I want to shit' isn't very nice

So yup. Feels damn shiok after that

Yiling actually yelled 'I CAN'T SHIT!!!' when someone was at the door. Hehehehehehe

South Korea Trip Day 1/2

2011-09-09T09:31:00.003+08:00

I went to the airport early to have dinner.

I called Sara to ask him where he was

He said that there was a surprise for me

Rushed over to row 10 and I saw a pink figure sitting at the seats there.

IT WAS SYAFIQ!!!!

Can you believe it????

He came!!! He came!!!!!!!

It means so much!!!!!

Awwwwwww Syafiq, I love you so muchhhhhhh!!!!!

Oh yes. Special thanks to those that wished us a save flight whether on Twitter or via sms

Group photo before we leave

At the boarding gate just before we left

Headed to breakfast after we landed and these 2 cute boys sat behind me

Our Sara-man that entertained us throughout the journey

A picture of the Han River while we passed by it in the bus

Noodles in soup. Tasted fantastic!!!!!!

Oh yes, look whose here.

A huge ginormous picture of Lee Seung Gi was at the restaurant we were eating

Couldn't resist the temptation to take a picture with him (:

Sorry for the constipated smile. I feel like I'm in heaven even though it was just a picture

OPPA!!!!!!!

Went to the DMZ after breakfast.

I thought it was some damn serious place. Turns out to be a tourist attraction...

Me and the handsome bronze statue

The guide explaining some stuff about the 3rd tunnel before we enter it

The 3rd tunnel was...... a very very very tiring walk. The slope down was damn steep.

Not suitable for old people, like me.

The walk up was.... well..... a great form of exercise....

Out from the tunnel and exploring the museum

How the North Koreans dug the tunnels in the past

It's forcing itself onto me!!!

Constipated face. It's really hard to take a dump in a foreign country

Group photo!!!! I look so fat

Dorasan Station after that

It's a station that's not in use but the trains and everything from South to the North

Yong Zheng with that cute towel on his head but ruins the picture somehow.

And after everything...... we were finally going to Seoul!!!!!!

Since it was a 4hr long journey, we had lunch first

We had Bibimbap and err... it wasn't suitable for me.

Bought this on the way to the freedom bridge.

It's ice cream but it's the shape of mini balls.

Really really really cute and delicious.

Some of the people that came written their wishes on these papers

In case you're wondering what the Freedom Bridge is, go google it yourself (:

Before going to Seoul, we went to the Kimchi school to make Kimchi.

This was one of the staff explaining things about Kimchi

Proud Sara-man with his finished Kimchi.

I have to admit, it's quite good

Taking orders for Kimchi.

We're the money-spinning tourist

After that, we got the opportunity to try on the Korean traditional costume, Hanbok.

But I didn't so yea...

Got the shop for a short 30 minute at the market.

Lot's and lot's of stuff. 30 minutes is just..... not enough!
Bought Kpop merchandise for my friends and classmates over there
I reckon I don't need too much and SS501 items were well, hard to find now.
Only Hyun Joong was common
The ahjusshi didn't understand me when I asked for 'Beast'
Only when I said 'Be-si-te' then only could he understand.

Dinner for the day, Ginsaeng Chicken

Once again, it didn't suit me and this time, many others agree

Our hotel for the night.

After we took a shower we still had to go back down for reflections

My hair was very oily. You could collect the oil and sell it!!! So I was very very grateful and thankful that I got the bathed.

And that concludes the first day in South Korea

The last day before I go

2011-09-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

Today's teacher's day celebrations was freaking awesome!!!

It's the best one since sec1!!

All the performers are so talented!!!

Oh yes, Taekwando club did a performance too

That was the one that I screamed and yelled the most cos.... ALAN WAS INSIDE!!!

*Cheers!!!*

I 'love' him so fucking much.

I'm heading to Korea tomorrow~

I'm bringing stuff to study over there.

I know I'm hard working. Very very very hardworking ^^

I hope I don't die there or in a plane crash.

A picture for whoever that reads this just in case you miss me:

For the sake of updating

2011-08-26T14:38:00.001+08:00

I'm heading over to Korea in a week's time~

Am I excited???

No... not really.

I just.... just....

Never mind.

Bye

Who Is Right? Or Who Is Wrong?

2011-08-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

Let me ask you a question.

Who is in the wrong when :

1. The guy posts a status on FB indirectly insulting a girl with a disability

2. People like me that ignore him cos we have been telling him not to do that repeatedly.

So, maybe both of us are in the wrong. Me for being such a 'nice' friend and not accepting someone for who he is. And him for being such an ass for so many times.

Something about this person.

I've known him for 3 years. Maybe I should have expected such behavior but no, I didn't

When he was in sec1, he was not so... erm.... Irritating

Then when he got to sec2, it started a little.

A few of us starting hating a little.

And finally, sec3.

The behavior got from bad to worse.

Some examples of his annoying behavior... I don't really remember it though.

I only remember it as a whole. Lot's of irritating and annoying stuff

He poked fun of others. Does stuff to others which they hate a lot and when they return the 'favor' he gets mad. He says he's joking but he never says 'I'm joking la' after that.

Somebody that was friends with him decided to not talk to him.

We did that. I joined in. To let him know that he's got to stop.

It worked for a while. And when the behavior started again and others starting hating, I defended him.

I said that he changed for the greater good and he's okay when others were like 'Cannot stand him!!'

Until this.

The whole paragraph of nonsense was coming back to the main point

He actually posted a status on FB saying that he had muscle cramps and he didn't want to walk like someone.

And that someone has a disability.

If he says it privately, fine. It's bad enough.

But no, he decides to post it on FB where everyone can see and he even tagged her in it.

If posting on FB wasn't enough, he decided to be an asshole.

And the person actually cried.

Has he have no fucking brains? Or does he think that that's 'just a joke'

It's a very very very very very funny joke. (Sense the sarcasm?)

You think the person wants to be born like this?

I don't think so. How about standing in his/her shoes and someone say that to you.

Maybe you will just brush it off thinking that it's nothing but not him/her.

My dad was like 'If he's going to be so inconsiderate, tell him not to be your friend. Go tell him to apologize.'

You should totally apologize right? But no, he acts like he has done nothing wrong and acted like nothing happened.

That is the last straw. Until he apologizes or actually find himself in the wrong, I think I'm going to be pissed. Very very pissed.

Yup, I such a bitch for not accepting someone who is so insensitive and inconsiderate

Random rant 1.0

2011-08-15T17:25:00.001+08:00

GOODNESS!!!! WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT ^

Causeway point. 2.15pm. 19 August!!!!!

The timing and place are so perfect!!!! Other than the date.....

It's one day before investiture and there's like only 2 practices left to master and learn the new song.

I'm rather skeptical about it.... but I think the committee have put in lot's of effort so let us give a pat on their backs.

Back to the topic...

I feel damn unlucky.... I don't think I can ever see my idol during my teenage years man...

My friends that are crazy over Kpop doesn't like the same group as me, they have no money and the dates and timings are always clashing with me

I wish my mum was those type that just give me money whenever I ask for it and will never ask about who or where I'm going.

She will throw me a billion questions whenever I go out.

'Who you going with?' 'What are you doing?' 'Go where?'

Okay... Whatever. I shall go emo in one corner...

I missed the chance to see my idols not once, not twice, not thrice but many times.

You might think 'This girl siao already. Idol only. Don't waste your money la'

Don't tell me you don't have something unpractical that you want badly....

So I went to catch a movie (Zookeeper) yesterday when I was suppose to be studying.

We were a little distracted but we still studied anyway!!!

Free 'tuition' for POA.

My POA isn't fantastic like Alan, Sheng Rong or Willy but at least I can past.

Just imagine having them for your peer tutor.

MAJOR TURNOFF and I think you would lose all your motivation. I can guarantee plus chop.

I want to go to 3A. I know I've complained a lot and said it for the umpteen time already but I want to go there soooooooo badly.

Just imagine, you are the only person in the clique that go to this class.

'Make friends la!!' People will say.

But what if I shy like some gay shit and everyone has their own cliques???

So fun huh??????

Erm. And looks like Mum's like damn serious about selling the house O.o
On Sunday, the house agents came and since I brought a friend along, I laughed like a retard when I saw them outside my house.
It's damn retarded that I feel so embarrassed :l
My very very very smart friend then pretended and said 'My house over there'
Then we walked over to the other side, went down to the first floor and went back up again.
When I entered the house... I think the house agents recognize us...
Fugging embarrassing,...
I need a hole to hide